Still alive

Friday....
You're going out
With her

Saturday....
You don't say a word
And stay away from me

Sunday....
No news
No answer
So many questions

Monday....
I ask you
One more time
Silence
Doubt
I can't sleep

Tuesday....
You talk about a kiss
I guess
I'm frightened
34 cigarets

Wednesday....
I'm going crazy
Why
How
You were with her
All the night
Maryjane

Thurday....
The truth
I know everything
I'm scared
Drink

Friday....
Drink
Cigarets
Maryjane
My skin is burning

Saturday....
Drink
Cigarets
Maryjane
A knife
My blood
Meds
No more feelings
No more pain
Meds
Again
I'm falling

Sunday....
A white room
A small bed
Alone
A nurse
Wake up
The hospital
I don't remember
But I'm alive

Today....
I'm still alive